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| User: | notxdeadxyet (4510912) 
If I made you a window, would you jump or look out?
You are what you love, and not what loves you back
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| Name: | Who watches the watchmen? |
| Birthdate: | 1976 |
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| notxdeadxyet | @ | livejournal.com (Jabber) |
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| AOL IM: |  painsthecleanser (Add Buddy, Send Message) |
| Yahoo! ID: |  painsthecleanser (Add User, Send Message) |
| Bio: | King Solomon's mines, exit 75, I'm still alive.....
This is my "crazy" journal. This is where I bring my sickness. Consider yourself warned.
"Persephone, Dorothy, Lolita, the Final Girl, all went down to Hell. Persephone, Dorothy, Lolita, the Final Girl: I'm following you. Wait for me."
-Jane Mendelsohn "Innocence"
"All that stuff you try to do and nothing ever works. Makes me think of the story of the little mermaid. It's like you said yes to an enormous sacrifice so you could have legs and mix with others. And every step is excruciatingly painful. What everybody else does with mind-blowing ease demands unbelievable effort from you."
-Virginie Despentes "Baise-Moi"
"They say you're only using a small portion of your brain. Ever wondered what the rest of it is up to?"
-Dan Schaffer "The Scribbler"
Down, down, down into the darkness of the grave
Gently they go, the beautiful, the tender, the kind;
Quietly they go, the intelligent, the witty, the brave.
I know. But I do not approve. And I am not resigned.
-Ashley Wood
"Yiska dal, veyiskadash, sh'mai rabah.....This is the place where I died."
"Auschwitz" -Pascal Croci
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| Memories:: | 4 entries |
| Interests: | 140: 28 days later, a m homes, adult swim, afghan whigs, alaska!, angela bettis, anxiety, april monique burril, aqua teen hunger force, art, barbara ehrenreich, beading, beads, ben templesmith, bi-polar, bi-polar disorder, black christmas, black gas, books, bruce campbell, bulimia, bulimia nervosa, caffeine, chainsaw sally, charles bukowski, clutch, coffee, comics, crafting, crafts, crohn's disease, david sedaris, dawn of the dead, dead can dance, decoupage, depression, desolation jones, diy, documentaries, earrings, eating disorders, eli roth, elizabeth bathory, eric schlosser, fear, futurama, garth ennis, george a romero, ginger snaps, global frequency, gore, graphic novels, grateful dead, h p lovecraft, handmade jewelry, hellblazer, homemade jewelry, horror, horror movies, house-of-sins.com, i feel sick, ibd, inflammatory bowel disease, intervention, invader zim, irvine welsh, jenny lewis, jewelry making, jhonen vasquez, john steinbeck, joni mitchell, katharine isabelle, ken foree, lampwork, lizzie borden, lucky mckee, making jewelry, margaret atwood, marilyn manson, mark lanegan, may, melora creager, michael moore, mood swings, mpd-psycho, murder can be fun, pain, panic, panic attacks, paul hornschemeier, philip k dick, piano, piercings, planetary, preacher, rasputina, recovery, red dwarf, robot chicken, roger and me, rorshach, russell banks, sam kieth, sandman, sanrio, serial killers, show me, si, simon pegg, siouxsie and the banshees, six feet under, spaced, strangers in paradise, strangers with candy, stray bullets, tag, takashi miike, the bowmans, the boys, the coen brothers, the exterminators, the luna brothers, the mediaeval baebes, the simpsons, the walking dead, the watchmen, the woods, thom jones, tom robbins, tool, tori amos, transmetropolitan, true crime, twin peaks, veganism, warren ellis, water, wisconsin death trip, y: the last man, zombie movies |
| Schools: | None listed |
| Friends: | | 32: | _sithkitten_, allierexic, aspartic_acid, asti68, atthemariinsky, bananaboat_, bentosgirl, brokenwings07, cactusmonster, cat_on_my_lap, catrat, chainsohohoh, healthy_whole, hosemedown, janestclaire, lady_e, misslenore, myfragilesoul, neverseenblue__, nobeautyinthis, oatmeal_pi, panda07, perfect_hemline, prettypinkbows, pumpkinblossom, rechoired, shyvus, squeeblette, star_sketching, velveteen_web, whitetortilla, x_januarygirl_x |  | 125: | 4north, 70shorrorfilms, _diy_earrings, _modified, _survivors_, _thespookhouse_, adults_with_eds, ahealthierlife, ana_bitch_award, anachix, anonymous_ed, asian_horror, authentictwigs, autoimmune, bad_piercings, badtattoos_4, beadwork, binge_and_purge, bipolar, bipolarsucks, bipolarsurvival, bloodyicons, bm_tards, bonesnotbeauty, book_worm, bookish, bookshare, brutal_honesty, ch1kk3nug1td1et, cheapvegan, corpus_obscura, creepy_icons, crohns_patients, cryptozoology, csp_support, cult_classics, cult_film_freak, cultmovieicons, curecrohns, darkvictoria, depressedadults, diy_stuff, diy_tutorials, e_d_secrets, ed_recovery, ed_seriously, ed_share, ed_snark, ed_ucate, eds_hurt_others, edu_hate, exorcismofemily, fake_lj_deaths, fake_lj_doctors, forteana, geekyink, george_romero, ginger__snaps, gothic_tards_2, gothicauctions, grammar_nazis, group_therapy, haha_anawanabes, helter0skelter, horror_icons, horror_movies, horror_novels, horror_outpost, horror_spill, horrorfetish, horrorfiends, horrorfilmicons, horroricons, horrors, ibd_sucks, ieatmywords, im_disordered, in_treatment, inourbloomers, life_beyond_eds, lims_tori, ljrandom, ljusersecrets, lol_anaz, ministryofellis, mock_the_stupid, monsterkids, ninja_squad, nopity, obedlam, ophelia_gtfo, ovr21depression, panic_anxiety, paper_cut_dolls, piercing, proana_critics, psych_treatment, read_ed_books, reality__review, redfromme, rumandsodomy, scales_free, self_induced_ed, serialkillerz, serialmurder, seriouslyedonly, sf_drama, sicklypeople, southjersey, t_shirt_surgery, tardbusters, tblsurvivors, toriamos, toricons, toridesktops, vegancooking, veganism, violentdolls, we_got_guts, we_love_kittens, whatwasthatbook, whendeadattack, why_we_do_it, zombie_porn, zombiesquad |  | 1: | savagelove |
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| Friend of: | 89: ____injection, __neurotic__, _sithkitten_, acidic_smut, allierexic, always_trapped, ana_vampirate, angelcat4, aspartic_acid, asti68, atthemariinsky, babyblues22882, badliving, bananaboat_, bentosgirl, boju, boxcarbecca, brokenwings07, cactusmonster, cat_on_my_lap, catrat, chainsohohoh, crystal_clear13, dancing_maenad, dancingdoll2, dark_pain, dearest_pink, doughnut_song, endogenesis, faeriefly1111, fateisknockin, fauxfreon, frozenfairy2004, galapagoose, healthy_whole, hfalola, hosemedown, imtexana, janestclaire, jboogie724, justsulk, kristi4, lady_e, liveforthis14, luckytexas13, lunastargrrl, lurkingangel, lustforcontrol, milkchan_girl, mis__shape, misslenore, morbid_melody, myfragilesoul, neverseenblue__, nobeautyinthis, nofootprint, nonahbell, oatmeal_pi, omg_what, panda07, passivesuicide, perfect_hemline, prettypinkbows, pumpkinblossom, pure_as_sky, purge_chic, rechoired, requiet, robotinterpol, roseinflames, secret22, shyvus, spedition, spliffrd, squeeblette, starveecstasy, staving4anamiak, sweetdelicates, sweetredpoison, velveteen_web, vishnya_prigay, wb_queen, whatami_doing, wish_f_new_hope, wittymonicker, x_januarygirl_x, xkrissax, xmisanthropiax, your_antigone |
| Member of: | 134: 4north, 70shorrorfilms, _almost_perfect, _diy_earrings, _modified, _realthin, _thespookhouse_, adults_with_eds, ahealthierlife, ana_bitch_award, anachix, anonymous_ed, anorexicqueen, asian_horror, authentictwigs, autoimmune, bad_piercings, badtattoos_4, beadwork, binge_and_purge, bipolar, bipolarsucks, bipolarsurvival, blaise_sucks, bloodyicons, bm_tards, bonesnotbeauty, book_worm, bookish, bookshare, brutal_honesty, ch1kk3nug1td1et, cheapvegan, corpus_obscura, creepy_icons, crohns_patients, cryptozoology, csp_support, cult_classics, cult_film_freak, cultmovieicons, curecrohns, darkvictoria, depressedadults, diy_stuff, diy_tutorials, e_d_secrets, ed_grocery, ed_recovery, ed_seriously, ed_share, ed_snark, ed_ucate, eds_hurt_others, exorcismofemily, fake_lj_deaths, fake_lj_doctors, forteana, geekyink, george_romero, ginger__snaps, gothic_tards_2, gothicauctions, grammar_nazis, group_therapy, guessmyweight, haha_anawanabes, helter0skelter, horror_icons, horror_movies, horror_novels, horror_outpost, horror_spill, horrorfetish, horrorfiends, horrorfilmicons, horroricons, horrors, ibd_sucks, ieatmywords, im_disordered, imstillhere, in_treatment, inourbloomers, life_beyond_eds, lims_tori, ljrandom, ljusersecrets, lol_anaz, ministryofellis, mock_the_stupid, monsterkids, ninja_squad, nopity, obedlam, ohnotheydidnt, ophelia_gtfo, ovr21depression, paidmembers, panic_anxiety, paper_cut_dolls, pet_loss, piercing, proana_critics, proanorexia, psych_treatment, purgatorium, read_ed_books, reality__review, rumandsodomy, scales_free, self_induced_ed, serialkillerz, serialmurder, sf_drama, sicklypeople, southjersey, t_shirt_surgery, tardbusters, tblsurvivors, toriamos, toricons, toridesktops, vegancooking, veganism, violentdolls, we_got_guts, we_love_kittens, were_not_hungry, whatwasthatbook, whendeadattack, why_we_do_it, zombie_porn, zombiesquad |
| Account type: | Permanent Account |
